Looks like more bullcrap and drama goin on now presently since she just got home. Shes hollaring loud with someone. As you can see...this isnt just me... The woman is seriously out there...and she lies so much with stuff and hollars that im staying with a headache constantly...
Then she says she talked to pastor about stuff...pastor this...pastor said that...pastor pastor pastor....*which who knows if thats even the truth or not also ya know?*
im so exhausted and drained with all this stuff....i honestly cant count how many times this stuff has made me want to just get drunk. I havent touched a drop of anything, but my nerves did cause me to smoke nicotine cigarettes and im too broke to even get a pack of them right now, and put a patch i had on. This stuff is seriously draining. I constantly am asking jesus to give me the strength and courage and patience i need to deal with things til i can move. Im low on gas also. She took my keys so i cant just come and go either like i use to.
The other lady ginny was just as bad as beverly with her lies. I caught her trying to torment beverlys dog with a can with coins also. She had a book after beverly had her leave about worse case scenerio for dogs. Brb beverly is here and has mail for me . I believe ginny was messing with her dogs as i witnessed her shaking this can with coins at socks (brown dog) like she was playin with his mind doing stuff, but as for me, i aint done nothin but try to look out for her dogs and tell beverly to watch out for them being poisoned like people tried with me, and she turned that into this delusion saying that i was gonna hurt them. She is seriously out there in my opinion. I have slept with the table next to my door also. My biggest concern is the help moving. I have none on this end but beverly, but the way things are going, i dont feel i can rely on that. The landlord is helpin me pack the couch when i move to the new place. Thats where it all stands presently. More bullcrap on the phone presently.
Ive got an apartment of my own that i put money down on with the deposit from the previous place and $500 due on the 3rd when my check comes in. Its in old louisville. A basement apartment out of 7 apartments total in the house. Its $350 a month including utilities. Its gonna be around a $120 for the uhaul. I have to give up the storage shed. Let go of the phone. Probaly eat one meal a day. Do without any tv. Then just rough it out as best i can like that for a month. This girl keeps actin like she can put me out sooner repeating it. Rehashing crap with ginny. Lying continuusly, and if its not that, then its knocking on my door when i try to sleep to where its hard to sleep.
This situation was not what i was led to believe. Nor was the people as they professed to be either....
Scheduled to move out june 3rd. Ginny is already moved out. Both were habitual liars. Beverly keeps repeating how she can put me out before the month i paid for. Beverly (according to her friend brenda) is a daughter of a schezophrenic daughter who is having delusions of me hitting her dog. Searching my room writing down my social security number. Saying im gonna kill her dog. Saying she didnt give me her last 4 numbers that she gave me when setting up cable. Keeps rehashing crap over/over thats happened. Has been smearing my name with all this crap to everyone. Ya cant get a decents night sleep for the drama and bullcrap, and if its not that then she keeps knocking on my door when i do try to sleep. She made me delete a recording to prove she was delusional that the cops had. She seriously is super paranoid. I cant deal with this stuff and on top of this, now my dad is bailing on me.
I dont know what brand of stupid someone wants to play me for, but im not playing your sick mental abuse games cop for the gazillionth time...
Leave me the heck alone. Quit doing all you can to block me from making a post, and take your sick little control games somewhere else. Leave me alone and get a life....
*being prevented by this stalking sicko cop again...there preventing me from being able to click the post button and forcing me to lj extras, and if i try to do it from the faqs, there switching me to a foreign language so i cant read the one i need to make a post. I know where the library is, i guess the sick creep is gonna force that to put me out some more too. Free out
got the 6x4 storage shed sat up with the place i'm storing my stuff at.
its goin to extra space storage. located at 7900 dixie hwy. real nice people. talked to them in person on the way home the last time i was there.
was lookin at a 10x10 with first month free payin $30 for administration/insurance cost the first month til june, and then pay $87 a month.
now i'm goin with the 6x4 (just keepin the main stuff i dont want to lose like my chest freezer, rocking recliner, and portable dryer and vacuum. couple lamps/some bags of stuff) payin the $30 administration/insurance fee til june, and then payin $35 a month.
i'm takin the sectional couch, chester drawers, 32"tv, shelf, and coffee table to where i'm moving to. also takin the pressure canner, and microwave there too. then other stuff i'm takin is stuff to put on my walls, and clothes.
not sure if i can take the floor model console tv i got. might have to leave it, but gonna take the main stuff, and keep the storage cost down as best i can.
thats the latest. they got me sat up by doin things with the email. headin back to the house. will delete journal tomarrow.